January 2010
This house is getting to me.
Nothing in this house matches. We have KD but no milk or butter, we have bread..no butter. We have cereal..no milk. Like..its ridiculous. I’m friggen starving.
And another thing, besides the fact that theres nothing in this house, no ones eating either. I ask my uncle if hes eaten today.. “No”. UUUUHM. And yesterday, my brothers throwing up all over the place cause he hasnt...
hunger and boredom,
Really dont mix with me. My moods not the best right now, all i want is a panzerroti(?) and a pop. Is that too much to ask? I’m getting tired.
I miss this.
Coraline: I think I heard someone calling you... Wyborn.
Wybie: What? I didn't hear anything.
Coraline: Oh, I definitely heard someone... Why-were-you-born.
I'm phsycotic.
I really am. I needa stop with these random yelling outbursts.
Its hurting peoples ears.
ALLDONE,
I fixed my room! I got a Zen Table now, its so cool.
today should be a good day. :)
gewdmorning,
got some things to do today.
clean my room properly
rearrange my room
reeeeeeeeelax.
cant wait.
I'm shutting up now.
Seems like as soon as I talk, I piss someone off. So I’m keeping to myself. I’d rather see people happy..
But i guess,
now things will change. I dont have anything to worry about anymore.
It puts a smile on my face to be honest.
Its just,
I didn’t know who to believe. You cant change how you feel. And I wonder sometimes if you felt it. Did you leave cause of it? I wish I knew exactly what was going on in your head. But im scared to know. I hope your not lying to me, i really do. And i hope that what she said was just her imagination. I hope you didnt mean it when you said you loved her. I hope it was just in a friendly way. I...
I never went to bed.
Lets get a car, drive for miles and miles. No phones, no computers. Just a iPod and a camera. Drive till were out of gas. Cause honestly,
I’m sick of this city.
Today was too much to handle.
My sister needs to stop cussing, and my brother needs to stop complaining. There’s fully food right there, quite the barfing. I think he’s bulimic. Im not going to McDonalds for you.. no way.
Sigh, today wasnt what i thought it’d be. So im off to bed.
Ha, I won.
Victory is mine. And guess what, you lost. 2 people. You took everything way to seriously, and look what you got yourself into. I never really did like you, and I couldnt trust you either. So back off, cause next time Im not gunna be nice. Bout there was feelings, feelings my ass. The only feelings between them was with ME. Thanks. So stop tryna let every little “your sweet” get to...
You.
You self centered prick. Must you? I dont even have words.
you make my blood crawl.
Good Morning,
In a swell mood today. Hopefully nothing ( or no one ) ruins it. Last night wasnt really what I though it’d be. But somethings just need to come off my chest sometimes, and I guess last night was one of them. I really wish there were no more interupptions, but thats like living in dream land. Especially with a person like you.. So today, i start off by saying this: im blocking out the broads...
Awkward?
Came upstairs from the basement, went into the living room to find my sister and her boyfriend. Her boyfriends pants were down to his knees..with white boxers that had red hearts on them ( typical eh ? ). They didnt notice that I was there till he looked at me..and tried to justify it. All i said was ” Um..im uh.. gunna go..”. Then ran upstairs.
Now im gunna look at you funny..
Changing stuff up a little,
thinking about a new attitude.
Today was the day of all days,
I think today was the day that made my entire week. I actually went out for once..got lost. Then found myself in the good old ( yet freezing ) market. I kinda missed you K.Ton. I ate nachos and a “Quesedilla” ( it was FERREAL, i didnt like it ). Then took a trip to Blue Banana, where i got in a heated dicussion with my lover ( It was all good, we kissed and made up.. or out. ;) ) . ...
“They’re making me beautiful.”
“And we all know that corpses dont cry.”
Longest songs i have, ( Other then Euro Temps. )
Papercutz - K-OS (15 mins)
Last Call - Kanye ( 12 Mins)
Do i get ever obsessive?
85 B.S.S Songs (Including K.Drew And B.Canning)
46 Gym Class Heroes
56 K-Os.
73 Kanye
55 Kid Cudi
43 Los Campesinos!
55 Lupe.
35 Most Serene. :(
93 Trey Songz.
Genres of music on my ipod, dont kill me.
91 Alternative.
37 Dance
14 Easy listening ( Kevin Drew )
48 Electronic / Electronica
41 Folk !
386 Hip Hop.
65 House
206 Indie.
103 Pop.
81 “Rock” ( Including: KOL, The Cliks..etc. )
Im really not who you guys think i am..
Taking a listen to Vampire Weekend.
First time ever listening to them, and man..am i ever impressed.
You know you forgot about your past when..
Me: Whos this?
Guy: Zach
Me: Froooom?
Zach: From a.e cross, back in calgary.
Me: Ooooooh..sorry about that.
It's kind of upsetting,
to come downstairs and see you like this. But, I wont let it bother me though. I had a wicked great day with my boo. :) Ha, now.. just to study for geography. Really not feeling for it. So I think Im gunna pass on that one.
between 6:30am till now,
I have:
studied
pissed myself
did my science exam
stood awkwardly at my locker.
got locked out my house ( just to find out people were home )
and made ( making ) kraft dinner.
Gah, what a day. And its not even three yet.
I never noticed,
how great of an impact music has for me.
Amarillion.
I wanna hold your hands tonight I wanna walk you home from school I wanna take you on a date I wanna treat you like a fool Now don’t you worry about me New romantic I wouldn’t worry ‘less she’ll agree I wanna hold you in my arms I wanna squeeze you good and tight I wanna fly you to the moon I want to dance with you all night Now don’t you worry about me New romantic...
Sometimes,
I get so sick of pretending. I want people to know. But thats just setting myself up for the worst life ever. But i guess, its cool hiding what I have. Cause if people knew i had it, they would want it to. Sometimes I wonder why people think the way they do. I dont find anything wrong at all.
Honestly, I’m in a shell..
and i wanna break free..
